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Part 1 - my submission
Today I felt I have placed both feet on a train in a new direction, away from this life and onto a new destination, I dont quite know yet where i am going, but I know how it started off...blissful submission to my new Goddess, Goddess Lycia.
It is not the first time I have seen Goddess Lycia, or even the first time I listened to Her Mp3 last night, but what happened within it, is undescribable and unfathamable, even to me now as I write, all i do know, is it was like the ultimate rush, i remember the helpless feeling, a feeling i have dreamt for for so long...hoped for, for so long, and then it came.
I first saw Goddess Lycia when browsing the net for 'hypnodommes' it is not the first time I have listened to an hypnodomme, always wanting and needing that 'complete loss of control' but it never happened, that is until last night, sure I have had rushes and loss of movement, but this time..well i just know it was finally my turn to hand evrything over to my Goddess Lycia.
I remember Goddess Lycia most at that time, as a women that projected dominance, not many Ladies show that...a sort of inner glow, a radiance...beautiful, like the waves of the sea, but at the same time majestic and powerful. Then I started listening to Mp3's, Her voice was so smooth, enviting, it didnt feel like i needed to make a concerted effort in order concentrate...it just happened.
I must admit, it did start a little slow at first, but i always went back into the mp3's, especially DMCP.
I have always been deeply into humiliation, that was also a first 'hook', and usually sets the basis for my own fantasies, dressing up slutty or as a 'maid' been ordered about appears often.
This time i hope to serve Goddess Lycia in every way possible, Tribute as much as i possibly can, to live and breath thinking of my Wonderful Goddess, to make Her happy, amuse her. Though a good sub should never expect anything in return, i hope Goddess Lycia will guide me, and develop me into a perfect slave over time, to know all my weaknesses and inadaquacies, how i think, so everything is exposed to be used by my beautiful Goddess, and to feel helpless to Her power.
It is not the first time I have seen Goddess Lycia, or even the first time I listened to Her Mp3 last night, but what happened within it, is undescribable and unfathamable, even to me now as I write, all i do know, is it was like the ultimate rush, i remember the helpless feeling, a feeling i have dreamt for for so long...hoped for, for so long, and then it came.
I first saw Goddess Lycia when browsing the net for 'hypnodommes' it is not the first time I have listened to an hypnodomme, always wanting and needing that 'complete loss of control' but it never happened, that is until last night, sure I have had rushes and loss of movement, but this time..well i just know it was finally my turn to hand evrything over to my Goddess Lycia.
I remember Goddess Lycia most at that time, as a women that projected dominance, not many Ladies show that...a sort of inner glow, a radiance...beautiful, like the waves of the sea, but at the same time majestic and powerful. Then I started listening to Mp3's, Her voice was so smooth, enviting, it didnt feel like i needed to make a concerted effort in order concentrate...it just happened.
I must admit, it did start a little slow at first, but i always went back into the mp3's, especially DMCP.
I have always been deeply into humiliation, that was also a first 'hook', and usually sets the basis for my own fantasies, dressing up slutty or as a 'maid' been ordered about appears often.
This time i hope to serve Goddess Lycia in every way possible, Tribute as much as i possibly can, to live and breath thinking of my Wonderful Goddess, to make Her happy, amuse her. Though a good sub should never expect anything in return, i hope Goddess Lycia will guide me, and develop me into a perfect slave over time, to know all my weaknesses and inadaquacies, how i think, so everything is exposed to be used by my beautiful Goddess, and to feel helpless to Her power.